At the sight of the clear blue sky today, one would have thought it's already Summer!


I'm spoiled. I'm spoiled by my other half who string plays my mind so effortlessly. His constant dose of loving, addictive and stings to live without, has robbed me off my self-reliance. This queer reality overwhelms me... marriage has not made me any stronger, it has merely nutured a womanly heart in me I've not asked to possess. It has rendered me powerless over myself and him, succumb to the faintest gentleness in his voice, and susceptible during his mere absence.
I'm spoiled. I didn't know that having meals alone could feel different. I admit that I don't like eating alone these days, and I don't like the spoiled figure I see in me.
He calls everynight and repeats the same line, he misses the dishes at home, work is hard especially when people speak different languages, and he desires to return soon.
I truly dare not confess that I'm actually having quite a breezy time without having to serve the Shogun at home. Hehehe... Trying to keep things simple during this period so that I get a quality break, but he has given strict orders that I should eat well and build up health. Oh bother* Many probably don't understand that it's not very motivating to stir a mess in the kitchen, just to feed the very Cook. Oh well, I'll just do my best.
We are reminded of those days when we travelled together for work. My heart faltered when he asked why can't I just be downsized and hide myself in his pocket, so that I may join him. Here am I, trying to keep strong, his wilful expression just isn't very timely.
This heart is getting forlorn for the Bear's return...
May the Lord watch over him in all aspects, and the project rolls on smooth. Amen.
Now you won't believe it unless you've tried. Onion, garlic and ginger goes in unbelievable harmony that gives a unique taste, and a good aroma. As for the limes, I'll just forgive them. Who knows, I might get them under an impulsive urge again. =P
Have a good weekend now!