24 May 2010
Home Alone 2010
Woke up 5a.m. to do breakfast, Bear had a train to catch.
I wish I'm a morning person. I wish Bear hadn't asked that stupid question when I was tackling a leaking trashbag. I wish I've answered nicely, so that Bear needn't feel nervous as a result and made further blunders. I wish I hadn't just check him in the side mirror, but turned around with a smile and said something nice. Silly Bear stood in the cold rain to see me drive off, I wish he had been furious enough and hurry inside the shelter. I wish these didn't happen when Bear would be away for a few days. I wish I hadn't been so touchy, foolish.
I wish I made an u-turn to plant some kisses. I pray that I can still make amends.
Lord I'm sorry. Please bless his work and bring him back safe and sound.